Life has become monotonous. I feel like a robot....a hamster on a wheel. What is it that I am after? Is it success? Money? A desire to lead a life full of material comforts? There seems to be a vacuum and I am not able to comprehend this feeling. Is it a set of self set expectations? A need to prove myself? But to whom? Why am I so hard on myself? I wish I had the courage to abandon this path and start walking on a new path...A path that will lead me closer to what appeals to me, something that fuels the fire in my soul. Everyday I think I must take the first step and then it is fear that stops me. I await the day when I will finally have the courage, to let go and start afresh.